Wow, what a crazy time! Yesterday my husband Joseph, was made redundant. Saving for Russia is one thing but surviving and paying the mortgage is another and we are now without our main income. I am very very hopeful that he will get something else soon as he is a hard worker and very good at what he does. We knew there was a possibility his company could close down, but it would have been nice to have a planned leaving date so BAM he was not unemployed effective immediate!

Organising Russia is in full swing and I also wanted to mention I have great support from my online facebook forums and other blogs from the 80+ Aussies or others world wide who have been or are booked for the same treatment in Moscow or elsewhere. I am so very thankful that they are willing to share their knowledge, ask questions I might not have thought of, support each other and update us on their progress. I am definitely not feeling alone in all of this and they are putting my mind at ease with the process and treatment.

At the end of the day, some you win, some you don’t. So I’m glad that I’m here with some friends that I know. Always there with a smile, saying you’re not alone Saying la la la la Que Sera.

Yesterday is history, you gotta get through it. Tomorrow is a mystery so let’s just do it. And even when the rain falls you and I, will stand tall. No matter what you go through, I’ll never leave you. So you gotta be strong, live by the words of the song. Together is where we belong, never stop dreaming, keep holdin’ on.

When it’s been a long day, had enough, givin’ up, it ain’t ok. We don’t care what the world say, we spread love it’s the only way. We keep falling but the world keeps spinning and I might stop winning, just as long as I got you by my side. We keep falling but the world keeps spinning and I might stop winning, but I know that we’re gonna be alright.

At the end of the day some you win, some you don’t so I’m glad that I’m here with some friends that I know. Always there with a smile, saying you’re not alone. Saying la la la la Que Sera

Today I have changed my ringtone to Que Sera by Justice Crew. I have written out the lyrics above as part of this post for you to read how fitting it’s meaning is. This song has always given me a strong sense of my situation, going to Russia but today it also works for Joseph’s job loss. I hope you turn it up when you hear it and think happy thoughts like me :0)